legs are dying.

credits: Photographer, Wong Li Ji.

my legs hurts really badly!
it’s really weird to see people STARING at you when you walk awkwardly.
when i climb up and down the stairs, it took me about 10 secs every step.
no kidding, this muscle cramp is much more worst than last year’s athletics training.
hahah, well today’s a friday and there’s no band tml! ( no need to limp to school)
today had a GREAT & FUNNY day with the sisters.
my sisters are two hilarious girls who just made me wanna pee in my pants.
it was raining and when we were trying to bring in the drenched clothes, esther’s shirt dropped to the 1st floor. xD xD!
but after that my mum scolded us, she was pissed bcause none of the clothes were dry.

went off to jurong point.
i realised that jurong people stares at the disabled people.
poooor me, i even got lost because i walked too slowly and my cousins walked way ahead.
bought SALMON! after so long! $25. :X
wanted to go down town to get stuffs but legs were half-dead.
went to cousin’s house and play
and then limped all the way to jiayi’s house to get storybooks for stupid book reviews.

tomorrow’s going to be jolene the second sister’s 16th birthday!
she wants a surprise so, guess what’s her surprise from me & esther?
THE SURPRISE IS NO SURPRISE! surprisezxcccc!
okay, enough of my nonsense, i’m having alittle stomach pain.
*poots* ohh, okay, not pain anymore.

i actually planned to watch 2012 with jurong gang.
and then everyone can’t really make it together, so yeah, CANCEL>
it’s my first time organising such things with chuchfriends and failed.
how sad it is! nvm, shall catch 2012 when i get back or tml? watch it alone. =)
sighs, i miss the youths, i miss best friend lim alot alot!

hmmmm, i want my braces up soon, pink ones first.
although it’s going to hurt like freaking mad?!
but i want it so badly becaus i can’t stand my freaking idiotic teeth.
and i wanna lose weight (:D)
my next appointment is on march, pathetic lars.
from last year queue till now, NDC kinda sucks in time than the other dental clinics.

(after 15mins…………………….)
back from the toilet.
before that the stomach pain came back and i went to ‘laosai’.
laosai = shit out water light brown faeces.
i have this stomache disease since young, every week i’ll have at least thrice stomache.
and when i ‘laosai’, my family suffers.
partly because one toilet is eliminated from bathing because of smell, hey wait, my shit is not smelly at all
because i’m in pain and i scream.
but the stomache didn’t come for 4 months. NO ‘laosai’ AT ALL!!!!
then today starts again, sighs, it’s painful to go through this.
i think the main reason is because of the cold weather & that sashimi just now.
i know it’s a weird reason but i’m a weird person, so my body works weirdly.
this can’t continue! how am i suppose to go on a holiday like that!
it’s the 4th time i shit today…..

sorry to be so disgusting, but there’s nothing to be ashamed of.
EVERYONE shits & ‘laosais’ ! even obama & your favourite stars and actors!
i mean, kim-bum & bosco wong shits too, so what’s so weird about that?
hahahah, i shit like once on every 3 days, unhealthy.
goodbye, <> start already.
going to catch Zhang-Sir drop off from the cliff, HOHOHO!

happy 14th birthday to jolene.

love saxophone section!(L)

well done saxophone section!
my keyboard is not fixed yet, yikes hate it!
i’ll be going for HOLIDAY this sunday!:D
Liji, it’s my turn for a holiday.
time to start packing up, and start to do homework!

It’s band all these days.
but hard work paid off, i think i didn’t do really well for Jericho!
but great job saxophone section
got 1st & 2nd actually, but turned out that we got only 1st.
this time, felt that i really worked alot with my section.
today’s exchange was great!
was crapping all the way with section.:D
we were practisig SCREAMInG FOR JERICHO!! HAHAHAHA.
ya,GOHJIYU.xD

I’m very tired, i’ll rather have my beauty sleep.
my legs are aching and these days i’m waking up early.
160+ squards = butt pain all the way.

where were you when i needed you?
when you are down, you don’t find me to comfort you.
when i comfort you, you didn’t reply me.
whe you’re bored, you didn’t ask me out but other friends.
whe you’re laughing with others, there’s no jaslyn.
what kind of girlfriend are you?
let’s just go our own seperate ways.
i want you, but you don’t need me.
i guess we drift too much that’s why.
don’t know how to survive in school mans.

even in ____, i felt lonely & left out.
yes, thanks enoch for listening to all the angry things.
last weekend was a disaster.
except whe we went to ivin & goodfriend’s house to play.:)
Geees, weilong looks just like Luozixiang!!!!!

i don’t wanna cotinue.
i’m sick and tired of how you treat me.
always, me tolerating and waiting for you to play finish with your friends and then after 1hour you then realised i’m there.
yes, i do have faults too, but don’t you?
i’m a girl, i’m a attetion-seeker.
but you gave ALL the attetion to them.

if Heaven is really a better place, i’ll want to go there soon.
oh wait, i won’t die for someone who isn’t worth of my life.

happy birthday daddy, me love you many, thanks for everything.
although you can’t spent alot of time with me,still love you.:D

reason to know.

hey guys!
sorry for not blogging these two days.
my computer’s keyboard broke down, i can’t press space,b,n,question mark and it was so frustrating!
and wordpress wasn’t working in firefox so, yeah.
using my sister’s laptop now.

Congrats to the Sec4/5s who ended their O’s!
today it’s the first day my sister ended her paper and she’s gone for extreme makeover already!
anyways, I GOT MY BILLABONG WALLET! LOVEIT!
decided not to wait as it was so tempting to just grab that wallet and PAY!
(i paid for it okays)
okay, so i’ve spent about $70 on shopping this + last month.
going to take out $250 more, for phillipines shopping trip. ^^!

Life has been fine. =)
just busy with band stuffs these days as exchange is less than a week!
gotta do well bandmates! really cannot lose face infront of other schools!
think ‘it’s a small world’ kinda screwed up because we didn’t do as good as expected.
don’t wanna let seniors down!
yeah, and in about 1 week’s time, PHILIPPINES!
i really really cannot wait for it!
and then after that would be POWWELL!
then in a few days, 3:16!
how fast time will pass! i haven even complete my homework!
i’m so out of time! then i’ll have to read upon sec2 topics before school reopens.
and band just comes in and stock up my holiday time.
is this a break? okay,i think it is.
next year and sec3 would be worst.

saxophone section,jiayo

don’t know what’s the meaning of hot?

this is the meaning, just look at Kim Bum!
you call your boyfriends handsome? i then call this handsome
i guess i’ve fall in love with two guys.
Kim Bum & Bosco Wong.
But i’m not those hard-core fan who thinks that the actors know and love them.
don’t understand why but these kind of people sucks at times.
they think the actors are their boyfriends.

staying @ home today.
gotta get started on my homework if not it would never finish!
slacked way too much.
things that i plan to do during the holidays!

Firstly: Relax till i can’t get back on feet!
The philippines, here i come in another two weeks plus time!

Secondly: It’s time to catch men!
3:16, a step forward to reach out to non-believers.

Thirdly: Don’t come home, never!
Camping outdoors for 3 days, royal rangers!

Fourth: Escape now if not never!
Cousins outing over at escape!
play till we really really drop!

Fifth: Get my eyes set!
My hongkong & korea & american drama right on this holiday!

<strong:Sixth: get ready for exchange! Sound nicer & play better.
it’s time to get hold of saxophone and do lip spa.

Seventh: Get the legs moving!
torture my legs by shopping for hours!

Eighth: Ring Ring Ring!
Christmas is here! and i’ve gotta do many things!
performance, shopping & celebrations.

lastly: finished.
complete 5 storybooks, 2 book reviews, 1 book talk, 2 math papers and do sec 2 revision.

well, i guess there’s more to it of course.
i’ve been using the computer for hours so i guess i gotta go.
can somebody just go out and cut hair with me?!
sick of my idiotic fringe.
oh, and i haven even go for a jog!

Happy 21st Belated Birthday to Cousin Johnathan!

what a ‘boomz VS shingz’ saturday!

Credits: Photographer, Grace Magdalene Leong.

i love that saturday.
we started off with human tic-tac-toe and it was really really funny.
and then tap-you-and-sit, love the part when Amos ‘roof’ & ‘gooop’
haha, nice games detons!
had praise & worship, it was great, the presence of God was so great and i simply love it.
Pastor Bryan came over and taught us on the 7 Ps.
headed to sister’s meiling’s house after dinner for TABOOOOO!
okay, it was so freaking funny & fun & enjoyable! I belong to the BOOMZ team but the SHINGZ team won.
Ivin & i were basically still laughing at the word PROPERTY. (HAHAHAHAH)!
taboo rocks, let’s play it next week! as well as, fuzzy wuzzy! xD xD
thanks guys, had a wonderful & lovely time.
anyways, ivy is now my goodfriend & ianchew is a tua-beng.
ivin is a cat because he loves to go around and meow.
i’ve always looked forward to such saturdays, they never failed to make my day.
i didn’t cared how i look because i was laughing all the way!

sunday was cool =)
went out and settled holiday stuffs!
yay! in another two weeks time, i’ll be in The Philippines!
i’m so excited to see everyone, daddy’s friends.
we would be treated like princesses and the first day, sit Porsche ^^
22nd Nov – 30th Nov. love love love love these days!
back to life, i saw a beautiful billabong gold wallet and i’m going to get it, $30 if i’m not wrong.
i want it yes, i really want it.

today head down for band practise and then to my cousin’s house.
chocobu-racing is back in action! as well as bomberman. *heess*
kaien treated for dessert, shocking….
he’s talking about his prom and he’s going to rebond his hair, buy contacts, buy blazer.
gosh, i have a guy cousin who care so much about his looks!
they sent me halfway home, sweet of them. xoxo

Yeah guys, it’s really time for a new haircut.
bangs, obvious layers, trimming, here i come!
oh and i’m back playing psp! dad bought new games and so i got alittle addicted.
just to tell you, i keep peeing these three days.
i pee almost twice an hour? it means i pee more than 15 times a day.
i’m so serious, all because of a freaking idiot ulcer at the back of my tongue.
see, i’m urgent again. bye guys, i’m off to PEEEE!

oh yes, if you’re an ang-mo pai person, like me(?), (fyi, i don’t really appreciated chinese )
watch The Amazing Race, it’s a really great reality american show not to be missed.
not trying to say i’m very english-faiso, but people often say i have abit of the american face.
(which is weird because they say it’s like fake)
because they are jealous of it, muhahahaha! (joking aits!)
okay, enough of it, i haven pee yet and i’m super urgent, arghh!
this is already the third time i visit the washroom from 8-9pm!

i just can’t stop eating.

Credits: Photographer, Wong Li Ji & Makeup Artist, Ivy Yeo.

i love Li Ji’s canon.
i tried shooting with it as well, it’s great!
well, if with flash, then the photo will be solid.
I had alot of makeup artist, Michelle Tan was another one.
didn’t went to the extend of putting the whole cake all over my face because it’s sarah the bff’s birthday cake.
I enjoyed myself.
doing the usual stuffs, chatting, laughing, playing murderer and crapping with ivin.
ivin loves to drive, i’m serious. he loves to horn at people with ris low’s lastest beep beep.
he calls me ris because i look like ris, what?! i don’t even have any parts of me looking like her!


Yeah, how’s me looking like her? cool or not? or do i look like her? hahahah.
(okay, i uploaded my obscene picture so please i know i look so super thick skinned.
i was forced to take this picture and it ended up on facebook. WOW.)

No band today.
Going Youth and later we’re going to play sports games like finally?!
So excited to go to the house of the Lord to worship Him once again.
and chatting with cousin kaien now.
he and jolene and ivin and charlotte are going to end their O’s in a week’s time.
lucky them! but i think it’s all what they deserved.
going to escape and play-till-we-drop with kaili, kaien & jolene!
speaking of that, i wanna go class chalet very badly.
but tight this week, a bad date to choose!
i’ll really like to finish up all my homework now! i’m so dead tired.

Happy 15th birthday shortie Goh Jiyu. =)
it’s really nice knowing such a ‘pervert’ who likes to eat jiayi up.

a reflection on my life.

gees.
moved here, because i want a private blog on blogger.
i didn’t invite anyone on blogger so don’t think that i didn’t invite you and you think i don’t friend you.
the reason why i changed to wordpress because i would like to private my post sometimes.
i realised i love privacy alot, so i don’t have a tagboard, whatever it is, you can say anything on msn/facebook.

i don’t feel good these days, haven’t been concentrating on God.
having even read my bible this week, been busy watching tv, doing homework and stuffs.
been reading on Glenn Lim’s Wake Up Call. it’s a really great book for those gangsters especially.
God really didn’t fail me, but i failed Him this time round.
(to the christians out there) (or everyone)
have you ever felt that when you have happy/okay times, you tend to put God aside.
but when you are encountering sad/bad times, you tend to seek God and cry out to Him.
Lord, i pour my love on You.

i’m not really feeling well, been drowsy in the morning.
and so mum decided not to let me go for sectionals and i had to settle my passport by today.
so ended up skipping band, shucks. *jericho*
but i’ll be going to bff’s party later at night, smiles.

my family has been cool these days.
mum surprised me & jolene with 300g’s of famous amos when we told her to buy chips a’more. a difference of $8!
what a cute mum i have.
dad has been low profile, but he has been ranting on tv ads!
saying that these are stupid ads & others are no meaning.
esther is busy with her university project, she has a 242page report to hand in today.
poor big sister.
jolene is working on her O levels, she’s a weird girl.
basically i’m just crapping with her recently, alot.
and she’s gonna have a makeover soon, $200 of it.
claps, lucky she!

i’m glad the people around had been fine i guess.
i had a nightmare anyways, which woke me up at 7.50am. (suppose to wake up at 8.20am)
i dreamt that my family was going out together.
so we were waiting for the car, and then suddenly there’s this indian robber who was opposite of the road robbing a lady.
(not trying to be racist, but that’s what i dreamt of, serious.)
the indian robber had nowhere to run, because many people were chasing him, hence he ran towards our direction.
I was so scared, so so scared. (maybe because i haven’t been in a robbing situation.)
i hold my mum & dad, but the robber went to grab my mum and took the knife out and i woke up.
haha, it was a scary dream.
but i realised many things cannot be predict. everyday is a day for no regrets.
if you’re guilty, say sorry now.
if you love that person, say i love you now.
my parents aren’t young anymore (actually my parents gave birth me late, my sister’s 21, hello? )
i tend to worry about them, or my family alot. my godparents & cousins too.
i can’t affort to lose them, but i know sooner or later it will happened.
i’m scared, yes, of course. i love them too much, way too much.
how i wished there is a day which the time will stop, then everyone in the world will reflect on their lives.
if anyone of my beloved leave me, i’ll really have a massive breakdown, no joke.
i once cried rather badly because i think about this on the train, and it didn’t happen, so if it happen, worst.
that time when my uncle had stomach cancer, i cried so much, what about my even closer family members?
dad kept saying he’ll die in less than 10 years’ time, i don’t know, is it really true?
this time, it really teaches me to not wait till you/others are dying.
if you love your parents deep down in your heart, say it now, for you won’t know what would happened the next day, the following day and so on.
when it’s time, i guess we should just let go.
i have a feeling that sometimes is going to happened soon, i don’t know what of course.

happy 15th birthday to bff sarah.
happy 20th belated birthday to best friend estherlim.